Friday, March 31, 2006

fear

I am afraid I am losing my identity.
I am afraid I never had an identity to begin with (I am a refelction of what you project on me).
I am afraid I don't want to truly know myself because there are times when I am afraid of the things that I do. I don't want to be the person that does the things I do.
I am afraid that someone who really knows me could never bring themselves to love me.
I am afraid that I could never bring myself to truly love me because of the things that I do.
I am afraid that what I know of myself isn't true. I'm afraid that its much worse.
I am afraid that I have no identity.

2 Comments:

Blogger Cat said...

What are the things you do?

9:38 AM  
Blogger Cat said...

i am mean
selfish
proud
greedy
i am poison.
everything is a battle of wills. me vrs them.

1:43 PM  

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