- the minute i start to feel like i care about someone 'too much' (the point where i know i might be able to be hurt) I turn cold.
- the amount of time and effort it takes me to get to that point is great indeed
- i've been the other woman and it fucking sucks
- i'm so tired of feeling sad about men and being disapointed in them or in me or our inability to care for eachother
- i have an emotional barrier. i don't know what it will take for it to be surpassed. it's a self-preservation thing
- the last time i cared for someone i got hurt and i hurt him and it has taken me a long time not to think about it all the time and hate him and hate myself but he hasn't forgiven me and i don't think he knows how much it would mean to me to hear him say he has forgiven me because i would never let him see that vulnerability.
- i'm stubborn
- i'm selfish and shallow. i am the most important person to me. i have to watch my own back.
- i'll wait for you to say it first